My mantra for Saturday the 7th will be "I can do all things through him who gives me strength." I have a bracelet with this quote on it and I wear it especially on difficult days. I have this bracelet because my best friend Kate had one when she was in the hospital. Tomorrow is the third anniversary of her death. On top of this, I am the crazy one who signed up to take my GRE tomorrow as well. I remember the day she died and the days following very clearly in my head. It's not a place I like to go back to. However, I also found out I was pregnant with sweet Amelia Kate that day. What does it say that I registered for the GRE on this date and didn't even think about the actual date? I knew I needed to take it before school started and have enough time to study and I picked this day. Someone I was talking to said perhaps I suppose to take the GRE on the 7th, ensuring Kate would be on my mind and that she would be there with me while I take it.
I miss her so much. We had been friends since we were 4 and best friends on and off through out that time, but for sure the last 7 years of her life. I just simply can not believe she is not here anymore and that it has been three years.
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